~115~
Today i am not in a good mood.. I don't know what i done to make you have a distance from me.. I didn't force you into a relationship with meas i know now you are thinking about her and also some personal issues which i won't say it out here but i hope to just spend most of time with you to help you forget about her.. I had been wanting to say some words to you but i control myself not to as i am worried that you will leave me once i say out.. The more i wanted the more jealous i am.. With your ex girlfriends and those girls you love/like as they can spend their time with you even weekends too at your lovely room.. But i don't have.. Even wanting to have you hugging me to sleep is also difficult.. Hope that you will want to spend a lovely holiday with me..
Got to stop, the more i write the more sad i am.. :( Good night people.. Sweet dreams.. Muack my lovely baobei..
Got to stop, the more i write the more sad i am.. :( Good night people.. Sweet dreams.. Muack my lovely baobei..
~HiRoKo~
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~114~
Today reach home so early.. Reach home before 7pm and it had been a long time that i had not been reaching home so early since i started working.. If i am not sick, i think i will continue to work.. I just too tired to continue.. Had my dinner and after eating, i feel my stomach is not that well even until now my stomach is not well too.. Even i went to the toilet, i still not feeling that well.. I don't what i have during lunch time.. Maybe my gastric is not well..
I think last few days, one of my colleagues try to help me massage my shoulder but i told her don't want as my shoulder is very stiff, she don't believe me at all until she do it then she believe what i say.. I so long never do any massage, of course is very stiff as too stress with my life.. Hope someone can help me to massage..
Just happen to write my friend's blog and she post up this about relationship which i think is true..
** In a relationship..
no right or wrong..
no one is perfect..
stay or leave..
you wont because dun have anyone cant survive..
people come and go..
it’s just the matter how u look at it..
after all…
just be honest to yourself… =) **
If i have someone who i can love and be with, i will cherish the moments that we have in the whole entire relationship.. Guys are also for us, ladies to love, cherish and not to disrespect them.. I will put in more effort in the relationship to make him love me more and care for me more.. I really wish to have a relationship soon.. As i am a bit tired of being single.. Sometimes i do wish i have someone can spend his time with me and not spending my most of my time at home.. I not saying spending time with family is boring but boyfriend and family are 2 different issue... So hope i will have one soon...
Too tired now.. Will update soon.. Good night people.. Sweet dreams..
I think last few days, one of my colleagues try to help me massage my shoulder but i told her don't want as my shoulder is very stiff, she don't believe me at all until she do it then she believe what i say.. I so long never do any massage, of course is very stiff as too stress with my life.. Hope someone can help me to massage..
Just happen to write my friend's blog and she post up this about relationship which i think is true..
** In a relationship..
no right or wrong..
no one is perfect..
stay or leave..
you wont because dun have anyone cant survive..
people come and go..
it’s just the matter how u look at it..
after all…
just be honest to yourself… =) **
If i have someone who i can love and be with, i will cherish the moments that we have in the whole entire relationship.. Guys are also for us, ladies to love, cherish and not to disrespect them.. I will put in more effort in the relationship to make him love me more and care for me more.. I really wish to have a relationship soon.. As i am a bit tired of being single.. Sometimes i do wish i have someone can spend his time with me and not spending my most of my time at home.. I not saying spending time with family is boring but boyfriend and family are 2 different issue... So hope i will have one soon...
Too tired now.. Will update soon.. Good night people.. Sweet dreams..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~113~
Had a fun weekends but i am missing someone now.. You know who i am talking about..!! Saturday went out with my mum and brother to Mustafa to buy some stuff and walk all the way to Bugis Kwang Yin Temple to pray for awhile.. After that went to Bugis to shopping.. I bought myself a dress, a top, a pair of heels and a Guess hangbag.. I love it alot.. Was a tired day but i enjoy spending time with my mum and brother..
Then today i went to Sentosa Resort World to watch the VOYAGE DE LA VIE with my sisters, brother, cousin and my third sister's boyfriend.. I love the show alot of my sisters don't really like.. I also don't know why.. But if i got the chance to go again, i would want to go with him.. Hope he won't reject me..
Like what i told you today.. If you want me to accompany you to go where, i will definitely say YES and won't reject you.. But i don't know the time will come or not.. I know you worry i will get hurt but this type of things, no one can defend.. I just hope to spend more time with you and be by your side when you need me.. I sometimes wish to say that out to you but i know i can't.. I don't wish to scare you away nor ignore me.. So the most i can do now is just spend most of my time with you and enjoy every day, every hour, every minute, every second with you and keep it as memories...
Got to go and sleep to prepare for tomorrow war in my office.. Good night people.. Sleep tight and have a sweet dreams..
Then today i went to Sentosa Resort World to watch the VOYAGE DE LA VIE with my sisters, brother, cousin and my third sister's boyfriend.. I love the show alot of my sisters don't really like.. I also don't know why.. But if i got the chance to go again, i would want to go with him.. Hope he won't reject me..
Like what i told you today.. If you want me to accompany you to go where, i will definitely say YES and won't reject you.. But i don't know the time will come or not.. I know you worry i will get hurt but this type of things, no one can defend.. I just hope to spend more time with you and be by your side when you need me.. I sometimes wish to say that out to you but i know i can't.. I don't wish to scare you away nor ignore me.. So the most i can do now is just spend most of my time with you and enjoy every day, every hour, every minute, every second with you and keep it as memories...
Got to go and sleep to prepare for tomorrow war in my office.. Good night people.. Sleep tight and have a sweet dreams..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~112~
Just move office yesterday from west to east part of Singapore and work until almost 1am in the next morning with my bestie.. Then this morning i wake up at 9plus as one of my Haulier call me for delivery issue.. Can't even had a proper sleep as got to worry for work anytime.. Will always been wake up by my Haulier for delivery issue.. But this is my job so i got to hold on and not compliant so much..
I really don't know what should i do.. The more i want to be with you, the more you don't know what to do.. I don't wish to force you about this issue but you can't always don't know what to choose.. I just want you to know i don't care who you actually are or what things you have or the issues you having now, all i want is to be by your side and just spend time with you.. That's why i don't wish to force you at all.. But very thankfully to you that you actually willingly to spend your time with me when you can.. I am glad i got to know you and you willingly to tell me your past and present life and be true to me.. You are the only guy that i tell my past and present life without any hidden things.. I want to say something to you but i know you won't want me to say it.. You should know it very well what i want to tell you... Thanks for your care and tender to me.. I love the way you treat me..
Going to sleep soon.. People out there good night and sweet dreams..
I really don't know what should i do.. The more i want to be with you, the more you don't know what to do.. I don't wish to force you about this issue but you can't always don't know what to choose.. I just want you to know i don't care who you actually are or what things you have or the issues you having now, all i want is to be by your side and just spend time with you.. That's why i don't wish to force you at all.. But very thankfully to you that you actually willingly to spend your time with me when you can.. I am glad i got to know you and you willingly to tell me your past and present life and be true to me.. You are the only guy that i tell my past and present life without any hidden things.. I want to say something to you but i know you won't want me to say it.. You should know it very well what i want to tell you... Thanks for your care and tender to me.. I love the way you treat me..
Going to sleep soon.. People out there good night and sweet dreams..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~111~
After so long of being out of my blog, i decided to visit my blog and happen to see so much dirt and spider on it.. LOLX...
So much things happen in such a year plus, good and bad things happen so fast.. I started working and is my first full time/permanent job doing transport coordinator in a 3th party logistics company.. Back to familiar working environment but this time round, i feel much more difficult to find my own way in here... I still feel that i am still badly struggling in the office until now.. I don't know which way should i go.. But i am glad that i have a nice boss who always help me through... I will be back in my boss's office next year to do admin work as i can't take the stress anymore.. But i still considering whether to carry on or to move to other line.
In a year plus, i had a boyfriend who treat me very nice and sweet but after a month later, my horror comes.. It makes me hate myself more and more.. I won't say what happen in between this 7 months here.. SO don't ask me anything because i won't say.. But i learn a lot in this relationship how to love myself more than anyone else.. But sorry is that i make my surrounded people very worried include my family and close friends and even some of my colleagues who care for me much.. I try to put myself strong enough to let them think i am fine but sorry to say that, i actually can't get over with the hurt and damage he gives to me.. But now i am still recovering with my own self.. Got to be strong!!!!
After this broke up, i get to know a few guys but all happen to be passer by... Even got guys tell me not to fall in love with them as they can't give me any hope so they ask me to give up.. But if i give up, will i get my love?? The answer is NO.. To me, Love is not to be so selfish.. Even how poor how rich you are, you shouldn't push away someone who deeply in love with you or you deeply in love with.. As with him/her around you, you might be more stronger and braver than in the past... You should cherish that someone more as she/he willingly to go through whatever difficulties you are facing now means a lot to you with his/her support.. But just to be strong in whatever things you going to do...
Too tired now, got to go and sleep soon.. Night everyone.. Blog in the next time.. ~Ywan~
So much things happen in such a year plus, good and bad things happen so fast.. I started working and is my first full time/permanent job doing transport coordinator in a 3th party logistics company.. Back to familiar working environment but this time round, i feel much more difficult to find my own way in here... I still feel that i am still badly struggling in the office until now.. I don't know which way should i go.. But i am glad that i have a nice boss who always help me through... I will be back in my boss's office next year to do admin work as i can't take the stress anymore.. But i still considering whether to carry on or to move to other line.
In a year plus, i had a boyfriend who treat me very nice and sweet but after a month later, my horror comes.. It makes me hate myself more and more.. I won't say what happen in between this 7 months here.. SO don't ask me anything because i won't say.. But i learn a lot in this relationship how to love myself more than anyone else.. But sorry is that i make my surrounded people very worried include my family and close friends and even some of my colleagues who care for me much.. I try to put myself strong enough to let them think i am fine but sorry to say that, i actually can't get over with the hurt and damage he gives to me.. But now i am still recovering with my own self.. Got to be strong!!!!
After this broke up, i get to know a few guys but all happen to be passer by... Even got guys tell me not to fall in love with them as they can't give me any hope so they ask me to give up.. But if i give up, will i get my love?? The answer is NO.. To me, Love is not to be so selfish.. Even how poor how rich you are, you shouldn't push away someone who deeply in love with you or you deeply in love with.. As with him/her around you, you might be more stronger and braver than in the past... You should cherish that someone more as she/he willingly to go through whatever difficulties you are facing now means a lot to you with his/her support.. But just to be strong in whatever things you going to do...
Too tired now, got to go and sleep soon.. Night everyone.. Blog in the next time.. ~Ywan~
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
The Quiz "The Real You."
I completed the quiz "The Real You." with the result Yourself
Result:-
The truth is, you already are aware of yourself and who you are. You've come to terms with yourself and have been through almost everything. You live, love, and cherish. You...'ve already shown everyone your true colors. Your life is complete. Nothing hold you back. You've lived with regrets, anger, hurt, despair, light dark, and everything in between. However, these things won't stop you. Keep living on. You find beauty in yourself and others. You are prone to changing. You let your emotions out and keep them that way. Everyone admires you for your loyalty and trustworthiness. You are a truly unique and one in your own..
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