Yesterday was such a day for me... I went out wif my Dear and Yvonne... Actually, i should meet Xue ni they al one but in the end no lor... Because i wish to tok to Yvonne abt my 'Xin Shi'.... We went to Airport to tok lor... Actually my problems are between my fren, family and my guy too... But i stil ask my Dear to go because he very long nv see yvonne liao so i ask him along lor....

I meet my Dear first then go and meet Yvonne... When i saw my Dear, i duno wat to do lor... See him liao make me more like crying lor... But i control lor... Then we go meet Yvonne... After tat, we go to airport... When we reach there, we go to Mac to eat first then after tat then go see planes... When we sit down, at first we tok tok and laugh too... I aso play wif my Dear lor... When Yvonne walk away, i duno why, i cry out lei.... But when my Dear hug me, i cry more.... My Dear keep ask me wat happen... He saw me cry, he duno wat to do lor...

He keep asking me lor... But i juz duno wat to say lor... After tat, Yvonne walk back and saw me crying, she ask em to go to other place to tok lor... She noe wat going wrong lor.... After she tok to me, i went back to sit down and she ask my Dear to other place to tok abt it aso... When my Dear noe wat's happening, he went back and sit beside me and say tat dun hide al those problems by myself, he aso say tat must share wif him... And he aso say among al his stead, i am the best one... He hug me and say dun cry again ok.... Because he going to Training Course soon and he aso got say tat when he go in, no more shoulder to let me cry on liao... He ask me to promise him not to cry lor... After yesterday the big cry, i feel much better... I dun cry, i feel like i going to die like tat... No one be there for me but when yesterday, Yvonne and my Dear there, i really feel thankful for them to be there for me... Espcially Yvonne... She always there for me and my Dear... Thanks alot...

Dear, i promise u tat i will not hide my feeling again... I will tell u wat happening on me ok... Dun worry for me... Sorry my Dear for not telling u al those things... Sorry... Dear, thanks for yesterday too.. When i need u to be there for me, u will be there.... Thanks... I like the way u hug me yesterday... Love u my Dear...

Very Fan lei... Can anyone wish to be my listener.... My mind going to crash... I wan to say out but juz duno how to say.... Very fed up lor... Why happen on me.... Wat i have done to have such a problem wif me...

Me and my Dear are having some problems... Last few night, i really can't can to slp lor... Keep thinking of way to help my dear.. Haiz... No one ne abt it... My dear duno at al but i duno wat he thinking of lor... Maybe he think why i can't help him at al or maybe he thinking tat i dun wish to help him because he might think tat he wil cheat me or bluff me lor... Very duno wat to do....

Wish to go to a place where no one noe me at al... Hide there and dun wish to come back and no one will find me.... Too tired to think anymore.... feeling so stress and tired.... Why can't i be like other gals to have a wonderful bf... Why????? Not my bf dun treat me good but he has a point which no one will noe abt it..... Can i dun think abt it... Can anyone wash al my memories and restart again.... Can????

If really have, i really wish to do it.... To my dearest fren, dun ever go and scold my dear ok... I dun wish to see him get scolded.... Please dun.... I tink i stop nw.. If not, i really going to cry out...

“ 天 下 最 遙 遠 的 距 離 ,是 我 站 在 你 面 前 而 , 你 不 知 道 我 愛 你 ”

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