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Haiz... I duno why my mind keep tinking tat my Dear and i will break up one day lor... But i will ensure tat we will not break up lor... Because we two are working out to be more closer.... Actually, tis Sat i going to meet him lor and stay at his house for one night lor... But in the end, he going to his grandma's house so nv meet lor...

Is ok wif me lor... If he told me last min, i surely will be angry wif him lor... Because he everytimes like to tell me last mins lor so i dun like lor... And i everytimes will be angry wif him lor... But after awhile, i tell him why i so angry wif him lor... And we both learn from those mistakes we done lor... And our love life are more closer than last time we are....

I really dun wish to leave him anymore because he really is the guy who i love..... I nv love someone so much before and he is the first one and the very last one too because he noe how to catch my heart but those sweet messages he send me and those things he done.... I still keep it.... Because i trust him tat those messages are his true words....

Got one time, he told me tat he scared tat he will break up wif me because of those temptation from outside lor.... When i saw those message he say, my heart is like sitting roller coaster lor... And tat night, i keep seeing those sweet messages he say and i keep asking myself if he say his true words or not... Why last time nv say out abt this lei???? I really like lost in the jungle lor....

I really very scare tis thing will happen lor.... If really happen, dun ask me wat i going to do... I really duno.... But if he still want to break up, i will agree wif him lor... Because if i really love him so i must give him my best wishes and i wil not keep him to myself because i noe tat if i keep him to myself, he and i will no be happy and lovely than last time and so i will let him go... I dun wish to see him unhappy begin wif me....

If we have fate to be togther, we will be if not dun force to be togther..... And leave those sweet memories we have and not those bad memories.... Dun say liao, if not i will be more scare... I stop nw....

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