~115~
Today i am not in a good mood.. I don't know what i done to make you have a distance from me.. I didn't force you into a relationship with meas i know now you are thinking about her and also some personal issues which i won't say it out here but i hope to just spend most of time with you to help you forget about her.. I had been wanting to say some words to you but i control myself not to as i am worried that you will leave me once i say out.. The more i wanted the more jealous i am.. With your ex girlfriends and those girls you love/like as they can spend their time with you even weekends too at your lovely room.. But i don't have.. Even wanting to have you hugging me to sleep is also difficult.. Hope that you will want to spend a lovely holiday with me..
Got to stop, the more i write the more sad i am.. :( Good night people.. Sweet dreams.. Muack my lovely baobei..
Got to stop, the more i write the more sad i am.. :( Good night people.. Sweet dreams.. Muack my lovely baobei..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~114~
Today reach home so early.. Reach home before 7pm and it had been a long time that i had not been reaching home so early since i started working.. If i am not sick, i think i will continue to work.. I just too tired to continue.. Had my dinner and after eating, i feel my stomach is not that well even until now my stomach is not well too.. Even i went to the toilet, i still not feeling that well.. I don't what i have during lunch time.. Maybe my gastric is not well..
I think last few days, one of my colleagues try to help me massage my shoulder but i told her don't want as my shoulder is very stiff, she don't believe me at all until she do it then she believe what i say.. I so long never do any massage, of course is very stiff as too stress with my life.. Hope someone can help me to massage..
Just happen to write my friend's blog and she post up this about relationship which i think is true..
** In a relationship..
no right or wrong..
no one is perfect..
stay or leave..
you wont because dun have anyone cant survive..
people come and go..
it’s just the matter how u look at it..
after all…
just be honest to yourself… =) **
If i have someone who i can love and be with, i will cherish the moments that we have in the whole entire relationship.. Guys are also for us, ladies to love, cherish and not to disrespect them.. I will put in more effort in the relationship to make him love me more and care for me more.. I really wish to have a relationship soon.. As i am a bit tired of being single.. Sometimes i do wish i have someone can spend his time with me and not spending my most of my time at home.. I not saying spending time with family is boring but boyfriend and family are 2 different issue... So hope i will have one soon...
Too tired now.. Will update soon.. Good night people.. Sweet dreams..
I think last few days, one of my colleagues try to help me massage my shoulder but i told her don't want as my shoulder is very stiff, she don't believe me at all until she do it then she believe what i say.. I so long never do any massage, of course is very stiff as too stress with my life.. Hope someone can help me to massage..
Just happen to write my friend's blog and she post up this about relationship which i think is true..
** In a relationship..
no right or wrong..
no one is perfect..
stay or leave..
you wont because dun have anyone cant survive..
people come and go..
it’s just the matter how u look at it..
after all…
just be honest to yourself… =) **
If i have someone who i can love and be with, i will cherish the moments that we have in the whole entire relationship.. Guys are also for us, ladies to love, cherish and not to disrespect them.. I will put in more effort in the relationship to make him love me more and care for me more.. I really wish to have a relationship soon.. As i am a bit tired of being single.. Sometimes i do wish i have someone can spend his time with me and not spending my most of my time at home.. I not saying spending time with family is boring but boyfriend and family are 2 different issue... So hope i will have one soon...
Too tired now.. Will update soon.. Good night people.. Sweet dreams..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~113~
Had a fun weekends but i am missing someone now.. You know who i am talking about..!! Saturday went out with my mum and brother to Mustafa to buy some stuff and walk all the way to Bugis Kwang Yin Temple to pray for awhile.. After that went to Bugis to shopping.. I bought myself a dress, a top, a pair of heels and a Guess hangbag.. I love it alot.. Was a tired day but i enjoy spending time with my mum and brother..
Then today i went to Sentosa Resort World to watch the VOYAGE DE LA VIE with my sisters, brother, cousin and my third sister's boyfriend.. I love the show alot of my sisters don't really like.. I also don't know why.. But if i got the chance to go again, i would want to go with him.. Hope he won't reject me..
Like what i told you today.. If you want me to accompany you to go where, i will definitely say YES and won't reject you.. But i don't know the time will come or not.. I know you worry i will get hurt but this type of things, no one can defend.. I just hope to spend more time with you and be by your side when you need me.. I sometimes wish to say that out to you but i know i can't.. I don't wish to scare you away nor ignore me.. So the most i can do now is just spend most of my time with you and enjoy every day, every hour, every minute, every second with you and keep it as memories...
Got to go and sleep to prepare for tomorrow war in my office.. Good night people.. Sleep tight and have a sweet dreams..
Then today i went to Sentosa Resort World to watch the VOYAGE DE LA VIE with my sisters, brother, cousin and my third sister's boyfriend.. I love the show alot of my sisters don't really like.. I also don't know why.. But if i got the chance to go again, i would want to go with him.. Hope he won't reject me..
Like what i told you today.. If you want me to accompany you to go where, i will definitely say YES and won't reject you.. But i don't know the time will come or not.. I know you worry i will get hurt but this type of things, no one can defend.. I just hope to spend more time with you and be by your side when you need me.. I sometimes wish to say that out to you but i know i can't.. I don't wish to scare you away nor ignore me.. So the most i can do now is just spend most of my time with you and enjoy every day, every hour, every minute, every second with you and keep it as memories...
Got to go and sleep to prepare for tomorrow war in my office.. Good night people.. Sleep tight and have a sweet dreams..
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