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~61~

So late never blog so now here is a new blog... Have been housewife for the past few days as my mum went oversea with my bro.. So many things to do as i have to study for my exams which is tomorrow.. So sian.. But i really hope my thinking will be over for all those things but sadly is that i sometimes will think about it and have alot of problems to think about it... I just hope i don't wish to think about it but i can't.. As i really find my world is worst as my dad and mum also will find small things to argue, i find it so irritating but can't do anythings.. Hope just my world will be in peace once i move out.. My relationship in mess and now so clearing the mess.. When i will clear the mess finish... Will i clear the mess until the relationship is gone?? No one will know.. Got to go now as i having my dinner now.. Will blog again...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~60~ (Get To Know Me Better)

Just went to my friend's post ans happen to see there is a quiz so i happen to go and try it out.. Here is the outcome:-

The question is Get To Know You Better..
Here is the Answer:-

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

P.S. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
Are You A Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/areyouarightbrainedorleftbrainedwomaninlovequiz/



~SuPer JuNioR~
Does He Only Love You For Your Body?

He Loves You For You
When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices
It's nothing to do with the way you look...
He's just has really fallen for you
But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/doesheonlyloveyouforyourbodyquiz/



~SuPer JuNioR~
How Well Do You Know Your Man?

What You Know About Your Guy: A Fair Amount
You know enough about your guy to keep dating him
But you don't know enough to decide if he's the one
If you've been dating for less than six months, give it time
Otherwise, he might be hiding a secret side of himself!

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/howwelldoyouknowyourmanquiz/



~SuPer JuNioR~
What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyouridealrelationshipquiz/



~SuPer JuNioR~
Is He Marriage Material?

Wait Him Out...
He's not ready for marriage yet - but someday he probably will be.
It's really your call to decide if he's worth the wait.
If you've been dating briefly, he may just need to know you better.
But if you've been seeing him for a while, he might be taking his sweet time.

How to get him to commit: Play the field. If you've been dating more than six months (a year if you're under 24), then you two should be very serious. No ring on your finger? It's time to meet other guys. If he wants to keep you, he'll get more serious about you.

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/ishemarriagematerialquiz



~SuPer JuNioR~
Is He A Keeper?

He's a Keeper!
Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal.
And as long as he doesn't have three nippples,
You should seriously consider keeping him a long time

Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one
So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend
Just make sure you treat him right in return!

P.S: http://www.blogthings.com/isheakeeperquiz



~SuPer JuNioR~
What Flavour Ice Cream Are You?

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream
A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

P.S : http://www.blogthings.com/whatflavoricecreamareyouquiz/



~SuPer JuNioR~
~59~

Monday, i and my family went down to ICA to do our Singapore Citizenship and one staff there attitude very bad... My parents quarrel for yesterday and monday.. Make me so fed up as i am the eldest and they both will complain to me.. Make my day sucks.. Yesterday, i think of giving up my life as i was so tired of this world and my surrounding.. Making me so sad and sick.. I did message my boyfriend about it but i don't want him to worry so much so i told him that i will be fine.. My tears can't drop out so making me so feel terrible inside my heart... If there is a chance for me to give up my life to save someone who wish to live, i will... As i don't intend to live on as my life is so tired... Whatever i do, all is not success at all... Now even book Chalet for my 21st Birthday, also not success as all the booking is fully book... Have to try other ways, i don't know what should i do if i can't book Chalet... So tired... Good news is that i and my boyfriend got meet up but only one time, i also feel happy... And we do message each other again.. But his problem still leave abit more to settle.. Will wait for him to settle all and will be happy with him back again...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~58~

Just finish reading Sandy's blog and hear the song she post it in.. The title is Sometimes When We Touch and find it meaningful so i went to find the song lyrics and will now post it in for you guys to reading..

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

So meaningful right.. Hope he will read and understand me... You guys see i am so patient waiting for him but in my heart i was very tired and afraid to lost him... 要爱就不要怕被受伤害。。 I find this sentence meaningful and this sentence comes to me is when i was watching My Lovely Sam Soon... That is also what i told myself... If i really love him, i won't scare of being hurt by him... I will continue to wait for him even my mum and sister ask me to left him... Will give him times to think... He will be in my heart somewhere even he don't has any feeling for me.. Will always be great to him for giving me such a good and sweet memories... Love you Always...


~HiRoKo~



~SuPer JuNioR~
~Poem Time~

Return to me (Emily Dickinson)

They told me what doesn't kill me
would make me stronger
So i must be dead
Because I can't go on any longer
I know you're still out there
But it feels like you died
How can you carry on
Living this lie
I know you aren't happy
Neither am i
I know you aren't coming back
But i just don't know how to react
I try to hate you
But i don't know how to
I'll Love you forever
And I'll wait until whenever
Because you are my true love
An angel from above
I still see you when i sleep
You got into my soul, so deep
And in my heart is where you stay
Until that one special day
When you return to me
I know that you can still see
That i am your Prince
And i am done trying to convince
Just look in your heart and know
That I rest in your soul
And you can run
And pretend like you're done
But you know inside
You are meant to be my bride
So I wait
And you hate
But together we will thrive
Just hold on, while i try to survive
So come back, before its too late
Please don't let this be our fate


~HiRoKo~



~SuPer JuNioR~
~57~

Actually yesterday night after our outing, i was suppose writing my blog but sad thing is that my computer was lag and keep hang there and this is my third time writing in... So have to rewrite again... Here is the blog, yesterday we went out to celebrate Joyce's Birthday and we suppose to give her a surprise, but i think Joyce know what is going on... We were suppose to be meeting at 3 pm at Bugis MRT Station but everyone is late except some of them.. I was late too as i have to go to Bishan to collect the cake and have to meet Sandy to put the cake at the steam boat place first before she know it and also the cake can't stand the hot sun... But when we reach Bugis, we have to play hide and seek as Joyce, Lionel and Xiao wei had already reach and i ask Lionel to bring Joyce not to come to level 1 as i scare we will see them so to prevent it.. After we put the cake at the steamboat, we faster go and meet Joyce but before meeting her, we went to meet Jia Fu, Jia Lian and Donavan first.. After we meet Joyce, Andy called Jia Lian and tell him that he was at the arcade and he very lazy to come up to find us so we all went down to go and find him.. After we meeting Andy, the guys all went in to play too except Lionel because he wants to accompany Joyce.. Then left we gals and Lionel, we went to shop first.. Around 5.30 pm, we went back there to find them and called them as we have to going for our dinner.. At that time, Wan qian and her boyfriend, Steve also arrive... We total 11 people went to eat at The House Of Steamboat and the foods and soup over there taste so fantastic... The place there also in air-condition and the price there also very worth it.. Each person cost around SGD 17.90 and also include the wet tissue which cost 30 cents so total is SGD 18.20.. After the dinner, we went outside to cut the cake as Jason who has not come and not eating the dinner... After waiting, we think not to wait as the cake can't wait any more as it going to melt... After eating the cake, the guys thinking of going back to the arcade to play as they have some tokens which they have change earlier this afternoon... Wan qian then go back with her boyfriend as he was very tired.. So left me, Sandy, Joyce, Lionel and Xiao wei where we decided to go to the Esplanade to talk talk.. So on the way there, we have alot of fun there.. Will upload those photos we take on the way to Esplanade once Joyce send us those photos... After that, we also went to Merlion there continue to talk and after that, we have to go back so we went to Raffles Place to take the train as Joyce's stomach is not feeling well... Yesterday, see Joyce, Wan qian and Sandy had someone who they concern stay by their side and share their happiness and unhappiness things.. I do have but that are my past but don't know whether that will come back to my side.. Past few days, i went to Sandy's blog and saw a post she wrote in was actually writing to us.. Will post the poem in for you guys to see.. And also the photos we take will upload too... Will write in another blog next time...

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