Oh my god, I past few days heard from radio that Super Junior is coming for the MTV ASIA AWARDS 2008 and I don’t really hear very clear of whether is it them or not so today I went to the MTV ASIA website and saw their photos and news of coming to GENTING for the awards as this year they are organizing at GENTING. How I wish can go but sad I won’t be able to go as I need to work. 2nd of August I want to see, how I wish my house got SCV and I will be able to see it.. If I told my sister about it, she also will wish to see one.. Here is the website of saying them got coming.. http://www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/News/200807/04000039.php

I damn angry for something which my cousin does. He so irresponsible for his studies, he never think of any consequences one. He just happily wants to withdraw from his course now. Wasting of his mum, dad and grandpa’s money. My grandpa especially dotes on him that why he forks out some money for his studies but he just want to withdraw without thinking. I so angry of his way of settle his problem. And I don’t feel like saying him this but he just a coward to me as the story began, yesterday when at the morning my dad drove my cousin to the MRT to take train to school but when he was about to left my dad’s car, he told my mum who was also went along as she need to buy some groceries that he was going back to Malaysia to get his certificate as he intend to quit his studies and go to his uncle’s workplace to work as he found out that he doesn’t have any interest in his studies now so he might be studies the next time round. And what I told myself is that I actually want to help him one but now I don’t wish to help him. I even ask my mum to stop helping him as because his mum also says if he wants to quit then let him be. So I told my mum is their money and problem so we will stop helping him from now on... If he wants to study, let him find himself. If my friends want to know more, when I meet you then I tell you. As the story is tooooo long so can’t finish. If I going to finish the story, I can write the story to a book. Say he makes my whole family so angry. And I feel that my whole family so poor thing as you know what my grandpa say us, he say us that because of us bully him, that why he doesn’t want to study. When I heard that, I feel so stupidly why at the first place we help him to come to Singapore to study. Why we have to. I totally hate what my grandpa says. He never think of how we feel one even we are not his inner grandchildren but we are still his outer grandchildren too.. Why we are the one feel so sad and yesterday I did cry because of what he does. He can’t take stress, then I and his elder brother also study at private school and we both waste a lot of time at study. We didn’t make any noise as we know study is good for us and not bad for us and us also wasting money so we have to bear with it. If he doesn’t wish to study, he should not sign up for courses at the first place. And just because his irresponsible, making so many people worry for him. Stop now will blog the next time..