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~46~

Hi, i almost not living in this world as i was sleeping but what my sister see is that i was awake and was siting on my bed looking at her and talk to her and was looking outside the window and almost do silly things. It happen few days ago and was on that day when i and my dear something happen.. I still miss him alot and love him alot.. hope that nothing had happen and still wish today actually can see him and meet him one.. But am i over doing it.. Last Friday, actually that day i went shopping with Sandy and we did went to ISETAN Scotts to find my dear but we can't find him.. How long do i have to wait for him... I did ask him how long but he told me don't know.. I will wait for him now.. Sorry to let other guys know, i won't give up my heart to anyone now and forever.. Please forget about me and find other better girls... And happy thing is that i yesterday dream of a dream which i really love it.. i don't know the guy is it my Dear or not.. As it happen in when i was 23 year old and the guy is older than me by 4 year old.. We will attending a dinner with my boyfriend's parents and happen that i saw there was so many stars around and he ask me whether do i see alot of stars before, i told him no.. So he did ask his dad whether could he stay outside the whole night as his mum was talking away.. His dad say him that you are old to make your own decision and if you wish to stay the whole night outside, is ok one.. Then i ask him to drive his car too but he say if he too tired, he don't wish to drive at all so in the end he didn't drive his car.. We went to the beach to watch the stars but my dream stop because my alarm rang.. Stupid alarm.. But i really love it alot.. Will hope this dream will be true in two years time....

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~45~

Something really serious happen... I wish this thing will not happen but in the end still happen.. But never mind, i will waiting for him to come back to my side and be with me forever.. Hope he will think about it and get back to me as soon as possible.. My boyfriend suggest us to separate for awhile.. So i have to wait for him to come back.. I didn't cry alot this time only few drop of tears.. That's ok.. Is it i can get off or what?? I actually have think about this things will happen soon or later one... But i didn't think this will be so soon.. But at least now i know what should i do better than waiting for him.. He asked me not to call him or message him starting from now onwards anymore.. So i have to wait for him to call me back and come back to me.. Dear, have to tell you i will wait for you to come back to me and i will love you always and will miss you for this time being.... Thanks for your love..

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~44~

Today my stomach is getting worst and i don't know what had happen to me.. Better than get worst again.. Hope this will stop and my health is better.. I now don't know what should i do.. I start to eat foods, my stomach will be like this.. Very pain and sick.. Stop now.. As too pain until i no strength to write...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~43~

Just come back by these few sentences which could share with you guys.. I still remember my boyfriend when we will together for 1 year plus, he did send me a short message about HOLLAND and i did ask him why he send this and where he saw this... He told me that he want our relationship to be like this but i think now not really but still hope so and he saw this in the newspaper and wish to share this with me as he love me alot at that time... Dear, i still love you as much as before and hope our love will really lasts and never dies... Today i and him have the same thinking as he forget to bring his hand phone to work and i message him to tell him that if he saw this message please reply me or call me.. Once i send out, a few minutes later.. he call me using his office phone and he told me that he forget to bring his hand phone to work and ask me whether did i look for him and i told him ya, i am looking for you as yesterday whole night i can't look for him so i worry for him and i told him that i at night then call him as he was busy...

HERE IS ALL THOSE SENTENCES

H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here.. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A. Between Us, Remember Me Always.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into attraction
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D. Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.

~HiRoKo~




~SuPer JuNioR~
~43~ (INFO)

Blog again.. Hi my friends, once u see this blog, could you help me to do something... Can help me vote for my photo in http://u.mediacorptv.com/love as i put me & my boyfriend's photo in... If you see the advertisement, you will know what i am talking about.... Get to go...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~42~

Today i still not feeling well and i told my boyfriend how i feeling now and he was so caring towards me as he told my friend to bring me go see doctor as he was working and he can't bring me go see doctor and he know i was those type of people who don't like to go see doctor.. Thanks for his concern.. I told him that i will go and see doctor if tomorrow i still not feeling well.. He say i say one huh because he know me too well that i won't want to go see doctor... I love him my dear...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~41~

Hi so long never blog so now i will blog one here.. I am sick now... Got fever, stomach bloated and aching... Feel so xin ku now and sad too... I have been at least 3 weeks never see my boyfriend... Feel so lonely in my heart and upset too... But i will try my best to get back this relationship.. And today someone msn me and asked me to call him and we talk alot and he asked me why in the past, i choose my boyfriend instead of him.. I can say now i did want to be with him but all is in the past.. He told me that if i choose him in the past, he will definitely be with me but now he already decided to be with his girlfriend forever... Good for him to be... Thanks for your ear today to listen to me.. I feel happy for him... Thanks... I need a guy who is caring towards me and always there for me.. But he has change alot.. Got to go, my stomach is giving me trouble now... Hope my boyfriend will know this as i really did love him alot and thanks for his love towards me...


~HiRoKo~



~SuPer JuNioR~
~40~

Hi, yesterday i did talk to my dear about what i thinking and he told me that actually in the message, is because he can't promise me yet as no one will not what will it be in the future and if we did be together for longer year, that's good... He yesterday hug me to sleep and i love the way he hug me... I feel so secure in his hug... We yesterday went to alot of place, we went to Sentosa in the morning but the whole morning, he was just like a friend to me then a couple.. Then after that, we went to Bugis and he did hug in when we were at the escalator.. But while we will waiting for bus to Bugis, he was so weird and i cry abit because of his attitude. After that, we went to Amk Hub because he was looking for some games and sadly is that the store doesn't open. After that, we walk around Amk Hub and we talk alot on our way and i did take my first step to hold his hand back and we finally are couple back at Bugis there and he bring me went to eat Ajisan for Lunch... We did have alot of fun at there but in Sentosa, we didn't take photos together... Will stop now and continue next time...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~39~

Here again... My dad just re-connect our internet contract and upgrade to 8Mbps and will be getting Wii Nintendo for free... Will be getting this few days... So happy and most happy is that i get to meet my dear tomorrow... We might be going to Sentosa if there is no rain as he want to be sun-tanning again... I don't mean just meeting him without doing anythings as i just want to talk to him and see him only as i really miss him alot... And Monday is our Organisation Behaviour Exams but i haven't revise all yet... Will revise again before the Exams... Hope i will pass the exams and not re-sit the paper... Will post tomorrow again and i will post photos if we got take photos tomorrow....

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~38~

Yesterday i and him did talk on phone and but i think is still not enough... And i yesterday think for the whole day and i have a thought now is that if he choose to leave me in the Future, i will surely let him go as i don't wish he will be sad or upset with me and continue to be his friend... I really have to do it because if i continue to be like this, i am the one who suffering the most... Is in the future and not now... I going to ask him whether he still love me as before and will he miss me... Yesterday i told him that some of my friends suspect him having an affair behind me and he told me that if you don't believe, i can follow him to work, home and etc.. He say he wouldn't do anythings bad behind me... I totally believe him and i put all my trust to him as he is the only one who i love the most... Thanks for your love and those memories which you give me... I will love you always... But still hope that my thinking is extra and we will be together forever and our love grows stronger and last longer...

~HiRoKo~


~SuPer JuNioR~
~37~

Today and yesterday, my mood is in a mess but now i think i am ok... Yesterday my boyfriend told him that in the future he might let me go and wish me to find a better guy and be friend with him but he in the past, he will not say such things to me... I really can't take ii and i cried for the whole night yesterday and can't get to sleep.. When i wake up, i really scare the future is coming and hope he won't leave me there alone.. I not blaming him at all as he might have his own problem which lead him to say such things but i totally trust him.. But sadly is that my tears are not listening to me as it keeps coming out auto and i now is totally in control.. Need not worry for me and i will be fine all my friends.. Thanks Sandy for begin there for me the whole night... Dear, if you see this i am sorry and hope you will not be so cruel to me.. Please give me and you another chance to be together... I love you always... If anyone see this, please tell him that give both of us a chance to be together again and i am sorry...

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