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Another blog of mine… Maybe my friend is right… Maybe my love to the someone is a crush… Won’t last long… After the thought of mine at yesterday night…. As he thinking of patching up with his ex-girlfriend… Even I know my chance is slim but I already bought the card before I know about it… And I also just want him to know my feeling and that’s all… But anyway if he thinking to patch back with her, just will wish him all the best and must have 辛福… Will want him to know there are always some friends out there for him when he needs help or someone to talk to…
But I really rather being loved than love someone… So I will still be waiting for the someone special to me to love me and be with me… Truly say, I really want someone to be with me as I just don't like to go out with my friends whenever their topic will always surround with she and her partner and when they are with their partner but me will always alone even I have some guy friends who are single but I still feel lonely as I am the only girl who is still single… I know I say so can be childish but this wish is belongs to my deep down of my heart…
Hopefully I can find the辛福 of mine this coming few years…
But I really rather being loved than love someone… So I will still be waiting for the someone special to me to love me and be with me… Truly say, I really want someone to be with me as I just don't like to go out with my friends whenever their topic will always surround with she and her partner and when they are with their partner but me will always alone even I have some guy friends who are single but I still feel lonely as I am the only girl who is still single… I know I say so can be childish but this wish is belongs to my deep down of my heart…
Hopefully I can find the辛福 of mine this coming few years…
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~99~
Here is another blog… Yesterday went out playing badminton with my colleagues at Radin Mas Community Centre for a hour of game… We have a lot of fun in there… And now I am on the way to slim down as much as I can… I won’t stop this time round as I want back my previous figure… When on our way back, we send Nic home and we were happily talking inside the car… Then we saw a girl look like Mei Yi’s friend, forget her name… Sorry… But isn’t she at all…. Then Ray start to say where ‘big’ as Marni say the girl look smaller than Mei Yi’s Friend… Then I say ‘Wa Lau’ why guys are always like that de… Then He and Gabriel say ‘NO’ not all the guys are like that then they say if the girl got look, doesn’t mean what is her size…
But I don’t believe with them as normally guys will look for pretty girl and have good figure so I think of confess to him also make me so worry as I scare he will surely run away from me even if I want to continue to be his friend… HOW???!!!! Can we still be the previous as friend and not strangers????
Dear Someone Special, even I know you have someone in your mind now but I still want to tell you I have fall in love with you because of your caring and loving act… Even you won’t accept my love, I don’t mind as I just want you to know you are special to me… Like/love someone is not a crime so you can’t force me not to like or love you… But hopefully you won't run away to me and ignore me as I still want to be your friend… Thanks for being as a friend in my life, I will remember you even we know each other for less than a year but I still hope to know you more and closely to you…
But I got a feeling now that he know a bit but he choose not to believe it… Will he accept me??? Will he run away from me??? Will he ignore it???? But anywhere whatever answer he gives me, I must take it… Got to stop and back to work…
But I don’t believe with them as normally guys will look for pretty girl and have good figure so I think of confess to him also make me so worry as I scare he will surely run away from me even if I want to continue to be his friend… HOW???!!!! Can we still be the previous as friend and not strangers????
Dear Someone Special, even I know you have someone in your mind now but I still want to tell you I have fall in love with you because of your caring and loving act… Even you won’t accept my love, I don’t mind as I just want you to know you are special to me… Like/love someone is not a crime so you can’t force me not to like or love you… But hopefully you won't run away to me and ignore me as I still want to be your friend… Thanks for being as a friend in my life, I will remember you even we know each other for less than a year but I still hope to know you more and closely to you…
But I got a feeling now that he know a bit but he choose not to believe it… Will he accept me??? Will he run away from me??? Will he ignore it???? But anywhere whatever answer he gives me, I must take it… Got to stop and back to work…
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~98~
Here is another blog of mine… I feel so tired of my work load and working environment… I actually sometimes don’t really like one of my colleagues who is an uncle to me… He likes to be busybody and like to ‘Shoot’ people to death… He always likes to say me even he is just joking but I just totally don’t like it… So I just keep quiet and can’t be bothering of what he says… Sorry if I hurt someone here… But I just want to say out…
Now all my friends are busy and I just don’t have a close friend to talk about even Marni too as she is far from me and our private time is getting lesser… I feel I am totally not right here and always don’t feel ahead for my work… As for me now, I am always keeping things and won’t want to say out to anyone else… As I just too tired for my life even I did went home and tell my mum about it but I still feel I am not right… My life is full of rubbish for this year…
First I lost my wallet, second I lost my friendship, third I lost my relationship and lastly I lost the faith in myself… Why there are always so many people die but why not me… Even I got so many wishes which I have been done but I don’t deserve to be living on… Why there are always people like to be busybody and went in to someone’s life… WHY??!!!! Should I be happier whenever my heart is crying…? I know I had been mood swing up and down as I just don’t know what I want now…
Even my friends surround me always know me as a happy go lucky girl but I am not… I just don’t like to show what is actually my feeling is in my deep down heart… Even I told them I don’t really mind I break up with him or I lost a friend… But in my deep heart, what actually comes across is “Do I Still Love Him??” “Can I Let Him Go???” “Does This Friend Means a lot To Me??” “Do I Really Mean What I Say??”… But I just choose to say things the other way round to make my life easier but that is wrong…. I still get hurt for what they have done to me…
Should I continue to confess to him or stop it as I don’t want to get hurt again…? I just want a guy to love me more than I do… People can say me selfish but I don’t mind… I just want my life to be easier and happier… Can all those people around me go away and leave me alone… I dun want to be hurt anymore…
For me I am that type of girl easily make friends with someone or easily fall in love with someone but I am always the one get hurt the most because I put in more feeling than anyone else…. But there are always someone will try to hurt me in all kinds of way… But last of all, if I hurt someone here, A BIG SORRY TO YOU as I don’t mean to hurt anyone here…
Now all my friends are busy and I just don’t have a close friend to talk about even Marni too as she is far from me and our private time is getting lesser… I feel I am totally not right here and always don’t feel ahead for my work… As for me now, I am always keeping things and won’t want to say out to anyone else… As I just too tired for my life even I did went home and tell my mum about it but I still feel I am not right… My life is full of rubbish for this year…
First I lost my wallet, second I lost my friendship, third I lost my relationship and lastly I lost the faith in myself… Why there are always so many people die but why not me… Even I got so many wishes which I have been done but I don’t deserve to be living on… Why there are always people like to be busybody and went in to someone’s life… WHY??!!!! Should I be happier whenever my heart is crying…? I know I had been mood swing up and down as I just don’t know what I want now…
Even my friends surround me always know me as a happy go lucky girl but I am not… I just don’t like to show what is actually my feeling is in my deep down heart… Even I told them I don’t really mind I break up with him or I lost a friend… But in my deep heart, what actually comes across is “Do I Still Love Him??” “Can I Let Him Go???” “Does This Friend Means a lot To Me??” “Do I Really Mean What I Say??”… But I just choose to say things the other way round to make my life easier but that is wrong…. I still get hurt for what they have done to me…
Should I continue to confess to him or stop it as I don’t want to get hurt again…? I just want a guy to love me more than I do… People can say me selfish but I don’t mind… I just want my life to be easier and happier… Can all those people around me go away and leave me alone… I dun want to be hurt anymore…
For me I am that type of girl easily make friends with someone or easily fall in love with someone but I am always the one get hurt the most because I put in more feeling than anyone else…. But there are always someone will try to hurt me in all kinds of way… But last of all, if I hurt someone here, A BIG SORRY TO YOU as I don’t mean to hurt anyone here…
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