~49~
Yesterday night, i dreamt of my boyfriend... I dream that i was in school and happen that got two guys love me and they were fighting to be with me and i chose to be one of the guy and we will happen to be together and was behind my boyfriend as he and i was in a problem which occurs in my real life... But i don't know why my boyfriend call me and tell me that his friend's girlfriend was doing something bad behind his back and i ask him what things.. He told me that she had a affair outside... He told me that his friend broke up with his girlfriend because of this.. He told me that he don't wish this thing to happen to himself.. He is like giving hint to me.. So i was so scare that he will found out.. Behind what happen, i don't know as i wake up... If i know the outcome, i will let you guys know.. For the two guys, i know who are they.. I wouldn't say out their name because i want to protect them... Got to go.. Will write in soon...
~HiRoKo~
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~48~
So long didn't blog so now decided to blog... Was at home for the past few days only yesterday went out with my mum.. Had think alot of things in this few days.. Quite happy, my partner did call me on Wednesday to ask me for the road direction and talk to me too.. feel so happy and great that in his heart, still have me.. He do concern about me but maybe he got alot of problems can't be say out so he don't wish me to bother him so i let him to be this way until he wish to tell me then say out.. Will waiting for him no matter how long... Quite envious and jealous for my three 好姐妹, because all of them have their own partners too and they have no time for each other.. Will not blame them but sometimes i just wish that we four go out, none of their partners will call and message.. My heart is not feeling well at all.. I know that their partners are sweet and lovely but i just can't see it.. You know how my feeling feel or not?? Feel so sour and like someone put salt in it.. Make me feel so weird.. Sometimes not that i don't wish to go out is that i hate to see all those couples at outside and those places where been there with him.. Make me feel so suck.. On Wednesday before he call me, i hit my toe with the chair and my toe was bleeding and i cried out.. Feel so good not only pain, and also all those days i have been suffering, my tears also cry out.. After that incident, he call me and i told him i hit my toe and he also kana people step of his feet because he was playing soccer at that time.. According to his way of speaking, i know that he still have feeling for me.. I xxxx him... Will stop now and continue next time.. Have to go back to do my revision..
~HiRoKo~
~SuPer JuNioR~
~47~
So happy for yesterday outing to Sandy's house and 春到河畔 to walk walk but when i and my boyfriend reach there, i fall sick and my fever is getting worst but i wish to stay back because i just settle everything with my boyfriend and we have a great time yesterday at Sandy's house and 春到河畔.. At Sandy's house, i asked him whether now we consider as what and he told me what i want then is what.. So i say really huh.. We are finally back.. Why i ask him this questions because while we walking to Sandy's house, he suddenly hug me and say you change the perfume huh?? Then i told him ya because my perfume finish so i use the other one first.. I really did enjoy yesterday time with him.. I feel so 幸福 because he choose to be with me and i have someone celebrate Valentine's Day with me but will be belated Valentine's Day.. But i still feel happy that i still have someone be with me.. I love you my Dear.. And yesterday actually going to my auntie's house for Chinese New Year but i didn't go because i need to go out with my Dear and Friends.. I told him about this and he told me why i didn't say out, i told him because i want to go out with you and he told me i should told him and he accompany me go.. I reply him, say you want to go with me one huh?? He told me that if i told him, he will go with me de.. I told me that next year i bring him go.. In the bus i told me that for the past few weeks, i did went down to his work place to find him and can't find him... He told me when did i went down.. I then told him all.. And i told him how i do for the past few weeks and how i feel.. He told me want to be like this again huh?? I told him don't want but if he want like this, i also have no choice.. He told me this won't happen again... I feel so relived and happy and 幸福 too... Yesterday take some photos will upload tomorrow.. Anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone...
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