Haapy Belated Valentine's Day....
Finally Write A new blog.... Happen alot of things on me during CNY..... I went back to Malaysia to celebrate CNY and get to see the fireworks everywhere... So nice.... I stay at malaysia for 5 days sia... Not enough... I came back to singapore during friday and when i get back, the first one to msg is my Dear... And i angry wif him because he keep asking me to change.... I dun like... I got ask him whether he like my heart or my body.. Why ppl slim and aso must follow... Can't u love who i am nw.... Then he told me tat he love who i am nw... When i hear tat, i not so angry wif him lor...Then Sat, i and him quarrel again.... He ask me to go out wif him but i can't, i need to go my aunties' house to CNY lor... Then he say me again... Say why i can't accompany him and say when he ask me out, i keep reject him... Only one time go out wif him, say until i like no heart sia... I damn sad when hearing tat and the whole afternoon, he nv reply to my msg or answer my call.... First time, he treat me until so bad... I duno wat do at the point of time... Then i let him cool down lor and i aso nv msg him until evening, he reply to me and say why i always like tat.... I aso got ask him why can't u be more understanding, he should noe my position between my parents and him... My parents do not know i got a bf lor... So i can't say i go meet my bf rite.... If i told them i got bf, they aso dun allow lor and they wil say i stil young, dun so young got bf lor... They will scold me lor.. He say he got being understanding towards me lor... I noe he got but can't he become more understand... Then i told him can't we stop quarel and i told him i dun like to qaurrel wif him because my heart pain whenever we quarrel and he say he aso hate to quarrel wif me lor na dsomemore valentine's day coming lor.. So we stop quarrel lor...Then on Sunday, we quarrel again because he wan me to accompany him but i can't again lor... Going to my auntie's house lor... And my dad go buy goldfishes lor... Then i told him monday then accompany him lor but he say he not free... When i see it, i damn angry because he say wan to accompany me for the whole valentine's day but he lie to me... We ending out but a word and that is break but i dun wan so i told him i dun wish to be his fren because i really love him and he say he noe i love me alot and say why we can't be fren and i say i dun wan... I say last time those promises he made are al lies rite and i say i hate him... I switch off my phone and after a few minutes, i on again and see wat he reply me and he say he aso dun wish to break up wif me and i told him why can't we sit down and tok abt it and he aso say ok lor, we sit down and tok abt it... He wan me to accompany on the sunday night to the next day to tok abt those things lor... At first, i can't lor but slowly my parents allow me to stay overnight at outside lor.... So happy..Then at the night, we tok abt it and he say those words tat really melts my heart and i cry but he off the light so he can't see but he noe it lor, if i say no lor.. He noe me too well liao... But Desar, i wan to tel u tat i really love you and being wif you... Thanks for being so wonderful and you are the hope for me and everythings for me too.... LOVE YOU ENG KIAT.... .+*"*+. ` SyLvIa TaN sHiWeI lOvE tAn EnG kIaT` .+*"*+.
~SuPer JuNioR~