Just celebrate finish the Christmas and now coming to the end of the year... I did celebrate the Christmas with my gang of friends in ITE Simei and my family & relatives.... But sadly is that i did not celebrate with my closest one... He did say that on Sun which i having family celebration, he was on whole day working so not free and on Monday, he actually told me that he was not working but he choose to go Malaysia with his mum and not with me and until now i did meet him at all and i was so sad... I even cry on the outing with my friends... While i was crying, the rain also cried heavily and make us all wet and i don't feel so right on that day... I have make my friends and my day to be such a worst day... Sorry my friends and i hope they did have funny as i tried to be alright and happy... But i still feel so sad.. Even until now i tried to talk nicely towards him on phone but i still feel so upset and don't know what should i do to make this relationship better... All my friends and my mum say that why he so busy... Even very busy, should at least call me...

I now choose not to care about what we happen and let it be nature... Hope that will move on faster and smoothly.... Merry Belated Christmas and Happy New Year to all my friends and family....

~HiRoKo~