Hi so long never blog so now i will blog one here.. I am sick now... Got fever, stomach bloated and aching... Feel so xin ku now and sad too... I have been at least 3 weeks never see my boyfriend... Feel so lonely in my heart and upset too... But i will try my best to get back this relationship.. And today someone msn me and asked me to call him and we talk alot and he asked me why in the past, i choose my boyfriend instead of him.. I can say now i did want to be with him but all is in the past.. He told me that if i choose him in the past, he will definitely be with me but now he already decided to be with his girlfriend forever... Good for him to be... Thanks for your ear today to listen to me.. I feel happy for him... Thanks... I need a guy who is caring towards me and always there for me.. But he has change alot.. Got to go, my stomach is giving me trouble now... Hope my boyfriend will know this as i really did love him alot and thanks for his love towards me...
~HiRoKo~