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Today went to celebrate my friends birthday but i didn't went to my other friend birthday celebration as is raining and he organize at East Coast Park and is open space so never go... Today i cried at Vivo City and hide myself in the toilet to let myself cool down because something happen to me and i don't wish to say out at here so don't ask me anymore...

Just feel sad until i totally no mood... How i wish i am not in a stupid mess i involving now... Even i am in the mess, i also don't wish to have got into this mess... Feel so irritating... Next time if anything happen, don't ask me to help anymore... I don't wish to have anything to get me involve... And today i just want to talk to my boyfriend about the mess i get involve in but he just don't wish to care for me... Could he just have the heart to care for me a bit as i really need his care now but he was not there for me... I feel so sad now... I hate myself why i become like this... How can i not hating myself and more love myself??? I thought of leaving Singapore to other country to continue my life but i just can't bear my family members here and i live there alone just to forget about here happening... Can i do this???

Why always is me to involve in this type of problem??? Am i so busybody to care for others?? Or i just have nothing to do to care for people around me??? Should i left those people of mine alone??? Let them suffer there and i just ignore them??? WHY??? If anyone tell me their problems i will only listen and do nothing is it correct??? Just to care someone will make me to this stupid mess is it worth it... I feel so hurt and i can't stop crying of how people treat me... Will stop now and blog the next time...

Today is also my lunar birthday so my parents decided to help me to celebrate in advance for my English birthday which is fall on 12th August which i can't put candles on it but today i do want to thanks my parents, siblings and even my sister's boyfriend, Ben who are there to celebrate with me.. Thanks and love you all much.. My mum and sisters are always there for me whenever i am sad and being hurt... Thanks... And also i want to thanks my dearest girlfriend Yvonne for the trip down to my house to pass me my 21st present which she buy for me.. I am so touch by her and i love her present much.. Thanks my lovely girl... Here is the present i recieve from my friend the very first one.. Because my family did buy for me a diamond necklaces for my 21st a few months back..




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