Today 1st of August, actually can go to MTV Asia Awards with my friend but now can’t… How I wish I am at there to support Super Junior… Counting down to my birthday and the chalet too… So fast August and I going to 21 year old… How I wish I never grow up and always be a kid to my parents… Oh, yesterday went to Far East to find my dress again and I find a dress that looks like I am an anime character but I didn’t buy because I still looking for the better… I quite like the anime dress… And yesterday went to eat claypot chicken rice at the Far East level 5 there and is so nice… And when we sit down, we saw a newspaper which was on the 28th of July and the news was so interesting... Guess what?? Is about a guy want to propose to his girlfriend at the school graduation ceremony which was held at NTU... According to his words, no one had do this before in NTU at their graduation ceremony so he want to be the first to do it which he thinks is cool… They know each other from NUS as they actually was lab partner during their school time.. The guy is 29 year old and girl 27 year old… They had been dating for 7 years and the guy finally made his decision to propose to her… So romantic right… They went back to study at NTU for their master that why the guy want to propose on the graduation ceremony and the guy also plan with the planner for months back… Say about this, It reminds me about yesterday…

Yesterday, the wedding planner called me again and guesses what I actually told her that my wedding is not to be going on anymore… So she asks really huh?? And I told her yes, we had decided to break off so the package we will not continue… So she say when you free then you come down and change to other packages like your own photo shoot or next time if I got a boyfriend, also can change to take a couple photo shoot… Maybe I will wait for guy to appear and maybe will take the couple photo shoot… As if take own photo shoot will make me feel weird weird de… Hopefully god will accept my request for having a boyfriend… I had already accepted my punish from you so now is time for you to give me present god… Please I beg you… 4 more months to be a better year for me ahead… Sylvia fighting… Three cheers for Myself.. Jia you Jia you Jia you…

Will blog the next time… Got to go back to work… Miss my friends and especially someone…

~HiRoKo~