Finally I have the answer from someone... Before the person gives me answer, I already know the answer and I don’t feel sad at all as I know the answer he gives me is the answer I want.. As I want him to be happy with the person he love.. May you and her be forever and more loving… Give you and her all my blessing… What I told you guys are that after he gives me the answer, I will concentrate in my works and studies now on.. Will not find any guy to be my boyfriend but if someone do appear now, I will still be friend with him first and know him more before we start the new life of us.. Hopefully my life will be smoothly from now onwards…

Friday, I see the Olympic opening and was so grand.. I love the opening so much and especially the fireworks… So nice, if I was at there, the feeling will be different from now… Saturday, didn’t went to see the fireworks as this year is different.. I was alone as this year is me myself without any partner… And I don’t wish to go as all those years I went to see is with him.. My mouth did say don’t feel anything but for this particular fireworks, I mind as fireworks to me is a promise for a guy to a girl… I love the feeling of someone being there for me when I was at the fireworks… Now me and him as become friends… He will ask me out to accompany him to go to Sentosa for sun-tanning or send me all those blessing messages… I love the way he now treat me as not like that time, we two are in relationship but as become so stranger to each other… Hate that feeling…

Saturday, we went shopping with Donavan, Sandy and Xiao Wei.. Actually Joyce and Lionel should be coming too but we never go to see the fireworks so in the end they also never come and find us and watch the fireworks too… That day we have fun… Donavan spend around $97.30 for clothing and Pizza Hut for our dinner… Sandy spend around $37.90 for shopping and Pizza Hut too… Xiao Wei spend around $32.70 for a pair of jeans from E-base and Pizza Hut for dinner… Me spend around $95.60 for my shopping and Pizza Hut… Yummy… Spend until so much I also never notice it… So fast, this coming Friday is my Birthday Chalet and tomorrow is my 21^st birthday… Hope my wishes will come true this last quarter of year and have a great year ahead… Today is two of my friends’ birthday which is Kent and Gary… Happy birthday guys.. May all your wishes come true and stay happy always…

~HiRoKo~