Today is Gabriel’s birthday… Happy birthday Gabriel!!!!! Hope your wishes you just wish will come true… But is an unhappy moment for him too… His friend’s girlfriend had just passed away… She accidentally knocks against the door and after awhile feel giddy and want to vomit and the next moment is that she fainted and that goes her life… Life is so precious and don’t regret anything which you never do it before… I have a problem which I wish to settle it but just don’t know how to say it out without any regret…

Know that if you like someone, you got to say it out but I just can’t… He is someone which I slowly fall in love with but think that he won’t want to have a girlfriend like me… Did try to give him a hint but I feel that he don’t get what I want to say… Maybe this is my fate for knowing him here and get to be his friend is already enough and knowing him is fine I am happy enough… Get to see him, is a happy moment too… Hope he did notice that someone out there is waiting for him… Why I always fall in love with guys who are stone and don’t know how to express himself one… Hope if really this relationship start will be my FINAL relationship… Hasn’t even start, I already thinking of this is my FINAL relationship… Feel so thick skinned of me… All my friends and even my mum also ask me to go express myself to him but I just don’t dare as I am those type of girls which I never ever woo the guys I like… I just like to hide my feeling for the one I like and wish him all the best and get a girl he wish to be with…

Now talk about my previous boyfriend, he is an idiot… He tells me that he like a girl but don’t know how to express himself but before he express, he knows that this girl has a boyfriend and is smoking type which I totally don’t agree with what he doing… All my friends know that he calls me is to tell me he wanted to woo this girl and they are so angry with… Actually I am fine with it but the sad part is he asks me what type of sandals I wearing on that particular day which I went out with him and friend to watch a movie so I told him where I bought it and where can find it… So I ask him why he want to know and who he buying for and he told me that he buying for the girl he like… I was so sad at that moment but I didn’t show to Marni and Gary on that day… But me and him, we are totally over and will be friend for our rest of our life… Hope he can find someone better than me and not someone can ruin his life… Hope I will get someone better than him and make me feel I’m so happy to have him with me especially this someone now I know…

Got to stop now and get back to my work now…

~HiRoKo~