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After so long of being out of my blog, i decided to visit my blog and happen to see so much dirt and spider on it.. LOLX...
So much things happen in such a year plus, good and bad things happen so fast.. I started working and is my first full time/permanent job doing transport coordinator in a 3th party logistics company.. Back to familiar working environment but this time round, i feel much more difficult to find my own way in here... I still feel that i am still badly struggling in the office until now.. I don't know which way should i go.. But i am glad that i have a nice boss who always help me through... I will be back in my boss's office next year to do admin work as i can't take the stress anymore.. But i still considering whether to carry on or to move to other line.
In a year plus, i had a boyfriend who treat me very nice and sweet but after a month later, my horror comes.. It makes me hate myself more and more.. I won't say what happen in between this 7 months here.. SO don't ask me anything because i won't say.. But i learn a lot in this relationship how to love myself more than anyone else.. But sorry is that i make my surrounded people very worried include my family and close friends and even some of my colleagues who care for me much.. I try to put myself strong enough to let them think i am fine but sorry to say that, i actually can't get over with the hurt and damage he gives to me.. But now i am still recovering with my own self.. Got to be strong!!!!
After this broke up, i get to know a few guys but all happen to be passer by... Even got guys tell me not to fall in love with them as they can't give me any hope so they ask me to give up.. But if i give up, will i get my love?? The answer is NO.. To me, Love is not to be so selfish.. Even how poor how rich you are, you shouldn't push away someone who deeply in love with you or you deeply in love with.. As with him/her around you, you might be more stronger and braver than in the past... You should cherish that someone more as she/he willingly to go through whatever difficulties you are facing now means a lot to you with his/her support.. But just to be strong in whatever things you going to do...
Too tired now, got to go and sleep soon.. Night everyone.. Blog in the next time.. ~Ywan~
So much things happen in such a year plus, good and bad things happen so fast.. I started working and is my first full time/permanent job doing transport coordinator in a 3th party logistics company.. Back to familiar working environment but this time round, i feel much more difficult to find my own way in here... I still feel that i am still badly struggling in the office until now.. I don't know which way should i go.. But i am glad that i have a nice boss who always help me through... I will be back in my boss's office next year to do admin work as i can't take the stress anymore.. But i still considering whether to carry on or to move to other line.
In a year plus, i had a boyfriend who treat me very nice and sweet but after a month later, my horror comes.. It makes me hate myself more and more.. I won't say what happen in between this 7 months here.. SO don't ask me anything because i won't say.. But i learn a lot in this relationship how to love myself more than anyone else.. But sorry is that i make my surrounded people very worried include my family and close friends and even some of my colleagues who care for me much.. I try to put myself strong enough to let them think i am fine but sorry to say that, i actually can't get over with the hurt and damage he gives to me.. But now i am still recovering with my own self.. Got to be strong!!!!
After this broke up, i get to know a few guys but all happen to be passer by... Even got guys tell me not to fall in love with them as they can't give me any hope so they ask me to give up.. But if i give up, will i get my love?? The answer is NO.. To me, Love is not to be so selfish.. Even how poor how rich you are, you shouldn't push away someone who deeply in love with you or you deeply in love with.. As with him/her around you, you might be more stronger and braver than in the past... You should cherish that someone more as she/he willingly to go through whatever difficulties you are facing now means a lot to you with his/her support.. But just to be strong in whatever things you going to do...
Too tired now, got to go and sleep soon.. Night everyone.. Blog in the next time.. ~Ywan~
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